The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
grabe inaantok na ako, pagod na ako, pero eto pa rin ako! NAG-IINTERNET AT NASA BLOG! la din kasing makausap ng matino dito sa bahay. at ganito ako kpag inaantok na nagdadaldal para makatulog. that is if may kausap ako.
i'm thinking about the miscommunication and misunderstanding of.. ummm.. DEM! you know who you are! well di naman nila nababasa so okay lang wehehe at medyo lasing na ako sa antok so di ko na alam ang pinagttype ko dito.. so bka may instances na subconscious ko na nagchichika oh well la naman magbabasa nito! wehehe! alam kong medyo nananahimik na kahit papaano ang both parties. pero dis doesn't mean that the problem(s) has(have) been solved. in fact hindi talaga sya na-solve. people may understand what this 'not-fixing-the-problem-and-not-talking-about-it' thing can do with the relationship of the vice with us. may crack na. actually, there was one time na i felt there were a lot of people wearing masks. kainis! those were not the people i know or have come to know. ngayon, nagpipigil na rin ang visers na magcomment/magsalita ng kung anuman ang naiisip nila. feeling ko, na-hurt talaga sila. hindi naman kasi ganun ang nangyari!!!! grrrr!!!! darn it. kasi problema nito is hindi nagkakaliwanagan ang mga people!
un email kasi, it's a combi of the 'labas ng rxns ng ibang ---' PLUS! TAKE NOTE! PLUS AT HINDI LANG BASTA PLUS! MALAKING PLUS! d personal rxns of the person who sent the mail. i think the --- (okay, 'we') got hurt with some of the things mentioned or chizmaxed by the visers sa email. pero it's but normal. kasi meron ngang wrong choice of words and alangan naman we'll keep our rxns to ourselves na lang eh the group 'we' have a point din naman. pero yun nga. that particular email was not the correct way of dealing with the problem and of letting them know that there are some negative rxns from us. although one of the intensions was to try to help us out, the way it was done wasn't just the right thing to do. and it should be 'us' who should've done something about it since 'we' are the ones involved. gets nyo? the hell with wag pag-usapan ito para maayos. the hell with wala tayong time para intindihin pa 'to. can't we see? we can still make things better, instead of this thing destroying us, let's make it something that would help us understand each other better and to be more sensitive to each other. THIS IS NOT THE _ _ _ _ i have in mind. ayoko ng org na hiwahiwalay at nagpaplastikan someday dahil may mga unsettled things.
i may be asking too much but i pray that we can talk about this and settle this in such a way na in the end we understand each other at sana be closer and stronger than ever. i hope the visers will go back to what they are before but with caution. while 'we' would be able to show them and make them feel that these people are very important part of this family. i don't want its destruction to start.not now, not ever. dahil kung mangyayari yun... di 'to exag..it's like more than half of my being died.
friendship has been and will always be a big part of the reason why people stay in this org. or any other orgs.
waaaaaaaaaaa!!see? antok na talaga ako! kung anu ano na pinagtttype ko.wehehe. at pinagsasasabi ko! haaaaaay.......
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