The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
Kani-kanina lang
Tila walang kasing gaan
Walang kasing saya
Dalangin kong ikaw nga
Tulad ng sarili kong buwan
Ngayon lang nadama
Na ikaw ay sa akin
Para bang tayo nga
Sa isang idlap
Nagising sa pangarap
Nang sabihin siya'y tatagpuin
Luha pilit na pipigilin
Ngayo'y nag-iisa
Ikaw ba'y hinihintay
Babalik pa kaya
O tuluyan dapat mawaglit
Hihintayin ang bukas
Sana lang ito'y makita
Kailan kaya sa'kin sasabihin
Ako ang hanap ng damdamin...
Another page has finished its story,
Every penstroke, every word, carefully thought of,
They are all about you, I don't know why,
The idea is as impossible as the sun shining in the west,
Yet now, it seems that anything can happen,
Possibilities are endless, or so I hope they are....
or so I hope and pray that they are...
The air whispers a different tune,
Orbs can't help but meet yours,
Uttered words caged within are better left unsaid,
These thoughts better left concealed...
These emotions better kept controlled...
If only I can...
As everyone starts to pack up their belongings, zip their bags and say ‘see-you-tomorrows’, here I am thinking…thinking…and still thinking…
As I hear doors close, fading sounds of chitchats, see lights going off, halls being emptied, here I am thinking…thinking…and still thinking…
Will this end? I’m seeking for answers I may never see, idly sitting here writing my thoughts down.
The day has given way and nighttime falls. Another round of tasks and our own share of laughter-filled fun, still, I end up thinking… thinking…and still thinking…
Later, I’ll be tracing my way home with nothing to keep my mind-bogglers away.
As I approach our doorstep, enter my home, the television set will momentarily warp me to a different world. Yet from time to time, I’ll find myself thinking…thinking…and still thinking…
And when I decide to go to bed, right before I let my heavy lids draw me to an oblivion it will be the only time I’ll stop and realize that I was too busy thinking that I forgot to live.
bagong development:
1. Achie has given birth to a healthy baby girl! WOOOPEEEEEE!!!!!=)
2. Inggit ako kay monski! pwedeng magroadtrip kung gugustuhin nya, just like yesterday. haay..iba talaga may sariling sasakyan. Yun lang nga ala siyang kasama. Parang sad naman ng ganun. Loner. =) hahaha. Haay... spontaneous ang bata. =) hmmm...
a while ago, ma was mad coz i didn't place her bag further at the back of where she keeps it. Since my parents no longer trust each other that much including financial matters, she got mad at me. I said my thoughts outloud stating that truth. She got mad even more and said that "I" yes, "ME" has been keeping my own money from them! All this time she's been thinking that I'm doing such a thing. Although I don't tell her my account status, I don't find it necessary. First, we all know I'm saving for my brother's school expenses. Secondly, she doesn't ask! Third, truth to be told, it is mine! I don't technically keep it from her coz one time she asked if the atm receipt she found is mine, I admitted that it is! You know what? I HATE HER FOR THAT! THIS WASN'T THE FIRST TIME HER THOUGHTS SLIPPED OUT OF HER TONGUE!!! I thought when we had this fight before, it was long gone! over! and now this! I'm giving them almost everything I have and she thinks this way! If I may say out loud, I know I love my brother so much, I'm willing to give him whatever I can even to help finance his studies, I will support him all the way. As for my parents, sometimes I can't help but think that "I am doing the responsibility that should have been yours!" It hurts so bad you know. When they think of me as someone who keeps money from them for my own use! sorry for the term but it's BULLSHIT! great FUCKING BULLSHIT!!
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