The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
makakapatay ako ng blog!!! biruin nyo, ang haba-haba ng tinype ko..ang tino-tino tapos biglang....wala..as in nawala..ewan ko!!! grr..!!! bad!! =,( away ako!!! waah!!!!
hirap na i-retype..nawala ang mood eh...kainis kasi!!! asar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!katamad na mag-retype..
i'm setting my mood back...parararap always coca cola!!hahaha i'm not really a coca cola girl..eto lang yung nasa song..
oh sige i'll try na..baka okay na...
hayun! i remembered na! that was March 29! see my march 29 entry! alam ko na ngayon ano nangyari nung morning kaya hindi ko na msyado kailangan i-retype..hahahhahaah!!!! i'm so happy!!!it was and it still is soooo...*kiligish!!!!* *^-^* tihihihihihi!!!tihihihihihi!!!! hahahaha..loka loka nanaman ako!!!! mga frenz, eto po kasi ang nangyari...
kaya ang ganda ganda ng morning ko nun..kasi pagpasok ko pa lang...tihihihi*^-^* tihihihihihi!!!!*^-^* *^-^* *^-^* heto nanaman ako!!!
eh kasi po..ganito yung nangyari pagpasok tumingin ako sa kanya e tumingin din siya...natigil lang yun kasi pumasok na me ng room.said the usual goodmornings..and grabe talaga! eto ang buong pangyayari...upon reaching my seat, and opening my pc..ear-to-ear ang ngiti ko..hindi ako makahinto..takot ako baka makahalata siya or pagkamalan niya me na katok! so i went to our "storage room" hehehe to fix some stuffs up--kuno--kasi..kailangan ko magtago kung hindi..maloloka ako!!!at least ngayon hindi na ako sa cr tumakbo!!! malapit-lapit na sa kanya!!that's a big improvement!*^-^* anyway.. i tried to be serious pero...i couldn't..ngiti talaga ako ever!! and lalo na nung naisip ko na 'hehehe ang lapit niya hindi man lang niya alam na naloloka na ako!!! hahahaha" tapos nung paalis na siya.."alis na ako"..sabi ko "ha? alis ka na?" (sad face...at nagdrama cry cry) medyo natawa siya.. sabi niya tuloy "wla ka nanamang kasama" tapos may sinabi siya na hindi ko agad na-register sa isip ko since my ever-dependable brain ay nagslow down nanaman dahil kaharap ko siya! .. tapos lumapit siya!!! lumapit siya!!!" my gosh and ginamit niya yung mouse ng pc ko to check on something sa pc ko..and then a few exchanges ng words kung why niya nasabing binago na 'to dahil sa speed then he left.. yun ang nangyari nung umaga..
maya-maya mga before lunch, tumawag si ms. angel(that's not her real name..yun lang ang tinawag ko sa kanya ngayon dahil lagi niyang isinusugo si pc sa aming kaharian mula sa kanyang mundo! hehehehe..ako lang ata makakaintindi nun..kung gets yun ng iba siguro fan sila ng blog ko hehehehe..joke! so tumawag si ms angel at akala ko papupuntahin niya si pc dito at makikita ko siya ulit. pero hindi pala.. so sad nanaman ang princess sa kanyang mundo..nothing to look forward to...that was until a few hours after lunch..i was busy typing stuffs sa pc, when i noticed someone walking towards our room..particularly towards me..deadma ako kasi sabi ko impossibleng siya..so wala lang..until hindi ako nakatiis tinignan ko rin..omigosh!!! I WAS SO SHOCKED! (shock is an understatement..malalaman niyo bakit.) kasi from the moment he fully opened the door and entered the room i was looking at him straight in the eye and he stared back at me..nilapag niya yun unit sa desk ko..and i unconsciously picked it up and placed it on my lap--all the time i was looking at him..napangiti tuloy siya at medyo natawa sabi niya.."bakit?" and do you know what i did?! do you know what fridgin' i did?!!!!!!!!!!!! i smiled like an idiot and said, "la lang, i'm just..just so surprised to see you" (oops!pero hindi ko pa naiisip na nadulas ako) "ha?"-was his reaction and after the whole thing exchanged a few words and i placed the unit in the storage. he stayed for a little while longer on his pc before going back to his kingdom in his "planet".. when i realized everything that happened and everything i've said...ang nasabi lang ng ever-matalino-niyong girl at ever-matino-niyang princess (yay! self-proclaimed joke!) ay... "ah! shit!"
5:16pm march 31, 2005
can' t you stay for a little longer? i'm really missing you.. i know to you, this doesn't matter and it'll never matter. i'm trying to get used to this but i just can't...it's hard to...it's so lonely here..literally cold and lonely and i'm alone... i shouldn't mind this..i'll just do other stuffs..hay..how can i if we've got those not-so-welcoming songs as my background music..kalokohan 'to! kailangan mahinto 'to! argh! hate the bg music! >:-s (babatuhin na yung nagpapatugtog!) (after batuhin...@.@ ganito na itsura niya!) hahahahaha!!!!joke!!!! hay....
*^-^* *^-^* *^-^* that's the best way i can describe my morning, you guys probably know why, especially if you've been keeping track on what i'm writing here on my journal. it's not easy though. honestly, this is such a great challenge for me! believe me, although it feels really great, it's not that easy. and my! talk about psychology..it's hard to 'read' somebody else's behavior. believe me! especially when you've got some biases. got another song in mind..but what's been turning around like wheels inside my head is hahahaha...i'll never go far away from you..even the sky will tell you that i need you so..coz this is all i know..i'll never go far away from you... doesn't really have a connection to my current situation but..okay..it does have one.. just a little bit i suppose.. yeah.. i guess what i'm doing to my eyes really is torture.. but you see i have my own reasons.. and only people who really think could probably get why...actually i've already explained it last time..if you're really paying close attention to my entries that is.. and why the heck am i talking like an idiot here?! whatever! if somebody will read this then..it's okay(well actually, it'll depend upon WHO is/are gonna read this)..i think i'm starting to be at lost for words... i don't know why and honestly.. it's really embarrassing and frustrating and annoying everytime i encounter this 'being' i'm at lost and i usually tend look like an idiot and actually be an idiot especially with my question. stupid! BAKA! hounto ni baka da! my pc's kinda hardworking. *^-^* i think...but pc is definitely infuriating..yeah that's the word! he just left. he said "ang sakit sa mata niyan (he was referring to my font color and font size i'm using when i'm typing my blog. ) at ang sabi niya..mga wala daw magawa sa buhay yung nagbblog.well, in my case dito sa office, it is kinda true. minsan tuloy di ko alam kung ayaw lang niya talaga sa akin kaya may pagka-antipatiko siya or ganun lang talaga siya.. hay naku..i shouldn't be thinking about this baka sayang ang brain cells ko.hay naku, may katangahan nanaman akong ginawa.
morning:
hindi ako maaga ngayon..pero at least hindi ako late. ang nice talaga nung song na yun!hehehe actually hindi masyado kuha kung anong sense nya hehehe pero kasi...tihihihihi... kasi...hihihihihi...hehehehehe..hahahahaha...eh kasi.......!!!tihihihi..ang kulit noh! hindi ko masabi kasi it's so...tihihihihihi...hehehe emoticons!!!!!at least dito may kulay ang text, sa bahay wala..manual! asar 'tong pop up na 'to! kanina pa, pinabayaan ko na lang...hay... mabalik tayo sa song...(smile hanggang batok) =) hehehehe...hay..so kiligish kasi! coz of mihunny..hehehe hunny daw o! ang ganda tuloy ng start ng morning ko..hindi man ako nakapasok ng maaga-aga, ang ganda naman ng sinalubong ni God sa akin this morning...music is a gift from God! thanks po! *^-^* hindi ako makahinto kakangiti! hindi kaya ako pagkamalan ng kasama ko dito na ako'y isang sira ulong galing sa mental at pagala-gala..WAAH!!!!! SAD NA AKO ULIT! INIWAN NA ME MAG-ISA DITO!!!! =,( (CRY CRY) ...i'll always remember...it was late afternoon..(early morning in this case) it lasted forever and ended so soon..kala niya siguro joke joke lang yung cry cry ko..deep inside ...deep inside...huhu=,( the moment i saw you cry!!! WAAH!!!!!=,( actually siguro kahit ako, kapag nabasa ko 'tong entry ko aakalain kong joke lang yung sarili kong cry cry..pero totoo yun!!! dinaan lang sa joke! =<>
i don't understand..why i'm feeling so bad..when i know it was my idea..i could've just denied all the truth and lied, now why am i the only one standing on the same ground...?DRUMS!!!!!!! lurv them!sana katabi ko na lang siya..
ayoko na ng ganito...ni magtype or mag-rant..la na akong enthusiasm.. la pa rin akong friends dito sa room at may feeling akong this will last until magresign ako dito. baka hindi ako tumagal dito Lord, ayoko na.
medyo hyper ako today..kaso nga lang..hindi ko siya mailabas..eh kasi po..hay...ewan.. grabe! siguro dahil may kadaldalan ako kanina! i had a lunch out with my kabarkada si benehlyn.. hi ben!!!!*^-^* medyo late na nga ako nakabalik mga 2pm na eh until mga 130 lang ang alloted time for lunch break. anyway..minsan ko lang naman ginawa ito. bad..naku baka sabihan ako ni madam ng..carla..that's bad! grabe yan ang nakukuha ko kay bosing louie hehe peace madam! i feel like medyo bumalik ako sa sarili ko.. the carla na hyper...!!! kaso yun nga la akong girl na friends dito sa aming kweba hehehe wla akong kapwa cave girl dito..hahahaha!!! hay naku i'll savor this moment na happy ako..nga pla sana maging friend ko yung girl dito na ojt ng IT dept namin..kasi feeling ko madali siyang makasundo hehehe she as the same aura as my other friends eh. well kahit ojt lang siya at least di ba? kahit short time lang.. hay. malay nyo, ituloy tuloy na rin nya pagpasok dito..
naisip ko tuloy, yun lang ang problem sa office eh..hindi mo alam kung sinong tatagal at sinong hindi so there's an even higher probability of something like"turnover ng kakilala" it's either you leave or they leave you. anyways, sabi ko naman i'll savor this moment na hyper ako..minsan lang mangyari 'to sa office noh! well kahit na hindi ko siya mailabas through talking at least mailabas ko siya through writing. sana lang wag nanaman mawala itong tinatype ko kung hindi babatukan ko na talaga ito blog na ito! teka hanap ako skin--blog skin noh! sna may makita akong cool! at jolly! something that would reflect my current mood.
lalalalalalalala...hahahaha hehehehe na-hhyper si carla
ay oonga pla! nabasa ko yung email about the LOADED concert for tomorrow..sayang hindi ako makakapunta as in sayang kasi gusto ko yung 3 out of 5 bands & artist na kakanta..=,( di bale..gagawa na lang ako ng sarili kong concert sa washroom! hahaha!!!! pero kahit na-hyper ako, it's slowly leaving my system..kasi there's nothing to sustain it.
wanna see that person ngayon sana kaso impossible..nasa ibang dako ng mundo..i mean...universe siya..ganun siya kalayo..hehehehe joke!!!hahaha (half meant)
ang saya talaga ng song ng L'arc 'en cel.kaya gusto ko 'tong song na 'to. jiyu e no shotai. lupit nun drums nito grabe!
4pm na pala..pero 1hr. and a half pa bago mag-uwian.. i wonder kung he's gonna stay late...
hehe caught myself day dreaming..i really hope magkaroon na ako ng lifetime close and good friends dito sa office. is that too much to ask? sana God will grant me this wish.
ouch! backpain. sarap siguro pamassage! spa!!!*^-^* kaso mahal ako na lang mgmmassage sa sarili ko hehehe..=)
hay sana single pa siya noh! wish ko lang hehehe..actually, single pa siya pero taken na..
antok na...zzzzz...
sleep na...zzzzzz.....sana makita ko siya ulit one last time before this weekend....
kahapon, feeling ko talaga masisiraan na ako ng ulo!!! hindi ko talaga ma-take na hindi makipag-usap. ay oonga pla.. maghahanap pa ako ng template..teka mamaya na lang! hehehe
i'm back! grabe, medyo gusto ko lang kasing matapos na yung pinapagawa sa akin so di muna me nag-net. hehehehe*^-^*
i have a new portion! hahahahaha tihihihihi *^-^* it's called picture perfect moment! hahahaha!!!! ako lang meron niyan!!! hahahaha!!! magpapalit muna ako ng template!!!!
soooo kiligish!!!!
as usual..mag-isa nanaman ako dito..medyo late na ko nakapasok pero siya lang ang naabutan ko dito..akala ko la siya sa mood makipag-usap..well lately he's been talking more pero konti pa rin..i guess isa lang yun sa mga resulta ng pagpunta niya dun sa kanya totoong mundo. kanina akala ko medyo nakakahalata na siya..umiwas kasi siya ng tingin nung tinignan ko siya..hay..so i got the gut feeling na mukhang nakakahalata na siya..nywayz, nagpaalam na siya na alis na siya at pupunta na siya sa kabilang planeta ng mga IT. i put on a pout at sinabi niya 'mag-isa ka nanaman dito!' hmph! bakit? feeling niya importante siya at ang pag-alis niya will make me a lot more lonely and prone ma-insane...ang masasabi ko lang.........tama siya...=(
when i was interrupted from eating my breakfast, after i finished the transaction, i forgot where i placed my humble tinapay so i went looking for it !!!hahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!soooo funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and finally, i realized maybe i placed it inside my drawer and there it was! my humble tinapay was waiting for me to retrieve and eat it. hahahahahehehehehihihihi*^-^*
song...i think i love you...blah blah blah blah...i need you..(sorry hindi ako koreano kaya di ko naintindihan lyrics..yung english lang ang alam ko!!! i'm cho-kulit!!!!*^-^*
takte! magiging santo ako dito! sa pagbaba ng pride! hayaan mo na nga..she's not worth my attention! duh!!!!
ang lamig dito!!it's 9:52am
cold and starting to get sleepy..
what the world needs now..is love! sweet love!!!! ^-^
the morning i wake up, before i put on my make up..
sana pumunta siya ngayon ..
hmm..may gimik ang barkada sa saturday!! and sana nga totoo at mangyari na kumpleto kami!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wipeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*^-^* picture!!!
kakagaling lang ng meeting..buti na lang tapos na ako sa pinapagawa sa'kin..kung hindi nagkapatong na yung gagawin ko.. ang lamig dito! sana magawa ko 'to ng tama.have to be in my working mode na..
napangiti ako nung sinabing kung wala talagang marunong, tatawagan na siya..pero..gusto ko na ring matuto..para hindi ako aanga-anga noh!
tanggap ko na ako'y di mo na mahal..wala na ako sa'yo..wag mo lamang sanang ipagkait ang aking pagsinta..aking nadarama sa'yo...
kahit anong gawin ko!kahit anong deny ko, he really looks like him! lalo na ngayon.. di pa ata siya nagshshave..
kailangan, matuto na akong mag-ayos nitong mga lokalokang equip na to para di ko na sila kailangan tawagin.. hindi naman nila ako tinuturuan!! ay ewan gusto ko siyang titigan..gusto ko lang siyang tingnan..yun lang..pero sabi nila it's rude daw to stare at people and duh! it's not normal noh! mabubuking ako!
cold and alone now..need God. i'm holding on..
hay naku..sumulpot nanaman yung isang yun sa isip ko?! tama ba yun? biglabigla na lang magshshow-up sa aking ddreams? nasa mood ako magsulat kanina..ng mga bagay-bagay na masarap isulat.
"...SA'YONG TINGIN AKO'Y NABABALIW GILIW!!!.."
eto naman sa hunny ko.."ADIK SA'YO..AWIT SA AKIN!"
takot ako baka ma-lock nanaman account niya dahil sa'kin, yan kasing nag-iinventory na yan eh!!!!
tinawagan ko siya kanina kasi i needed the password for the laptop, *^-^* i'm happy!nung hinanap ko siya nasabi ko yung name niya nang walang 'ahia' kasi kaya ng lakas ng loob ko kasi alam ko hindi siya ang nakasagot..uy! at 'sir' talaga ang tawag sa kanya!!! *^-^*
habang tumatagal, he's starting to look more like him! la pa naman sa dangerzone pero papunta na
hay naku ha ! yung lokaret na humiram ng laptop! Kakainis noh! Eengerts-engerts!!!grrr!!!!! maggoshes pa ako sa kanya nitong ginagawa niya eh!! Grrrf!!!!
code 01: kakatapos lang ng reunion-outing
nadismaya ako dito sa blog. nung friday matapos kong i-input lahat ng nangyari, ayaw niyang i-post! grrr..!!!!
at ngayon pa ako may work, kung kailang super antok ako! hay...
i wasn't prepared to see him this morning..sabi ko na tulog pa utak ko eh..
i want to accept that i won't be seeing that special person this year as well as in this office and that it's not him, we really are in different worlds..and we maybe almost completely different..
inaantok!!!-_-zzzzz...giniginaw pa ako! nadala ko yata yung lamig dun sa batangas.
i find my self spacing out!! my gulay!!! btw, gutom na ako at gusto kng kfc salad delight yum yum!!!
ANTOK AKO!
i spaced out again.. day dreaming about playing the drums..
bukas na ulit.*^-^*
kainis naman 'tong blog na 'to! la na yung thrill! tagal tagal kasing magload ng 'create' na page na 'to! anyway..lalalalalala dadadada lalalalalala!!!! ang saya saya! wipeee! hihihihi!!! lalalalalala kanta na lang tayo! hehehe..*dance around* wipee! punta siy dito kanina, hinanap ako! *^-^* sinabi lang niya na binigay na nya yung tr ko*^-^* actually feeling ko syempre hindi yun yung reasonbakit siya pumunta dito..but my point is.. hinanap ako...lalalalala! *^-^* lalalalala*^-^* lalalalalala*^-^* kanta tayo! wipee!!!lalalalala
ewan ko ba, tuwing kakatapos lang ng pgpublish may event na nangyayari tapos di ko maitype dahil ang bagal magload nung page!!!! grrr.. oh well.. *^-^* akala ko ba wala na.. ay ewan!
babushk uwi na me in 5 mins! *^-^*
hindi 'to maganda..na-iinggit ako.. kanina kasi nakasabay ko yung 2 girls na nakilala ko dito..sa 8th..eh andun na yung isang ahia ko..parang naisip ko ang swerte nila kasi magkakasama sila at they seem to be in good terms kung baga may friends ka dun..na ka-age mo.. kaso hindi naman possible na mapadpad ako sa kanila..hindi naman kasi ako comsci person nor am i capable of being one.. siguro kung dun ako napunta or at least ganun ang atmosphere na napuntahan ko, hindi magiging dragging ang mga work days ko..at masaya pa siguro.at kung sakali, baka sigurado akong tatagal ako dito kasi may mga kasama ako..ngayon ko yata nakita ng negative side of things..hindi 'to maganda..hindi talaga.....=,( hindi nga kaya ako masaya?
Mandy Moore - A Girl Can Dream Lyrics Verse 1
When I was a child, the story would say
Somebody would sweep you off your feet someday.
That's what I hoped would happen with you,
more then you could know.
I wanted to tell you, that my heart's in your hands.
I prayed for the day that I would get the chance,
'N just when I worked up, the courage to try.
Much to my surprise,
you had somebody else, yeah yeah.
'Cos these feelings, I keep to myself.
Chorus
I may never get to hold you so tight,
I may never get to kiss you goodnight,
I may never get to look deep in your eyes,
or so it seems.
I always will be wishing you were mine,
I think about what could be all the time,
all the happiness that I could find.
Baby...a girl can dream.
Verse 2
From the moment I wake up, 'til I fall asleep,
I imagine you not with her, but with me.
Talking and laughing, sharing our dreams,
it's just a fantasy, 'cos you had somebody else,
'cos these feelings I keep to myself.
Chorus
I may never get to hold you so tight,
I may never get to kiss you goodnight,
I may never get to look deep in your eyes,
or so it seems.
I always will be wishing you were mine,
I think about what could be all the time,
all the happiness that I could find.
Baby...a girl can dream.
A girl can dream...it's true,
and to call you my own,
it's the sweetest dream known.
Chorus
I may never get to hold you so tight,
I may never get to kiss you goodnight,
I may never get to look deep in your eyes,
or so it seems.
I always will be wishing you were mine,
I think about what could be all the time,
all the happiness that I could find.
Baby...a girl can dream.
Ohh, a girl can dream.
(Hmm mm)
from: www.seeklyrics.com
1:57-2:57
wala na nga siguro..wala na nga sana..para okay na lahat. mas okay kapag ganun di ba? mas masaya siguro..ata.. maybe..ewan! ang gulo niya kasi eh. hehe baka ako yung magulo.. gulo kasi ng utak ko haha.. hay..... my gulay...! speaking of gulay... gusto ko ng salad delight ng kfc ngayon hehe.. kaso bakit ganun parang di na siya masyadong fresh.. well kung sa bagay.. the company might have problems nun nagkaroon ng mga problema sa gulay sa baguio at mga kaeck-eckan ng government that has an effect in delivering goods especially if you're gonna pass by north luzon express way.. ewan ko ba.. about that issue, i think maling mali yung ginawa ng marketing person for that, kasi alam mo nang necessity yun at hindi naman hi-enders ang lahat ng dumadaan dun.. they should've weighed or at least onti-onti lang ang ginawa nilang pataas for the people to be given a chance to cope with it. alam kong pambawi yun pero they should've considered their market.. they may appear to care for them but the real perception of these people especially probably the majority of their market, will not be as good as they would want it to be. i think it was a little bit foul. oh well.. ano ba 'tong sinusulat ko? ang weird.. issue na siya.. hahaha wala na nga siguro akong maisip na iba.. ganun ka boring dito hehehehe...hay...
kapatid ko daw! nung sinabi yun ni ahia, kinilabutan ako! hehehe.. kung alam lang nila..sa ngayon.. namimiss ko lang siya pero baka nasasanay na rin ako.. i don't know how he manages to be quiet, doesn't seem to want to talk.. i pray i can get him to open up to us or at least allow us to be his friends. it might be a little too much to ask..i don't know..but it still is his decision if he would want us to become friends.. i just hope he decides soon..and---let us know his decision.. well maybe he has decided and this is his way of saying "we'll only be up to here (then boundary)'
Suntok Sa Buwan
[ Session Road ]
Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko’y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka’y suntok sa buwan
‘Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga’y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan
Hindi ko ‘to gusto
Pero ‘wag kang lalayo
Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ka rin
Kung ika’y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin
‘Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
‘Di habang buhay ika’y aantayin
Ito’y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko’y ‘di nabibitin
lyrics from: lyrics.rebelpixel.com
mag-isa lang ako sa aming humble room.. nga pla.. di ko alam ilan silang magkakapatid.. feeling ko, either unico hijo siya or may ate siya..hmm..yung lang ang possibilities na naiisip ko..pwde ring may younger sis siya pero.. yun talaga yung top two na naiisip ko..
di ko 'to gusto pero wag kang lalayo.. actually i prayed to God (nasabi ko na 'to before just repeating it) na kung di rin lang siya gawa siya ng way para you know.. siguro nga will niya na ganun kasi baka eto na nga yung answer sa aking prayer.. pero sabi ko naman gusto ko rin siya maging friend so kung will ni God na maging friend ko siya edi masasagot ang prayers ko.. pero kung hindi...sabi ni God hindi, edi hindi..hehehe..masunurin naman akong bata eh hehehe..kahit mahirap..padadaliin ni God.
(listening to kitchie nadal's wag na wag mong sasabihin) SANA MARUNONG NA AKONG MAG-DRUMS!!!!!!!!!!!!! pray...pray...pray...!!!!!! Ü munting hiling kay God..i hope he allows it..Üpray pray pray!!!!! grabe i love the drums dito sa song na 'to! siyempre like ko yung song eh! hehehehe
8:12- 1:17pm
sleepy..snoozie...SLEEPY...YAWN...antok na ako...=,(....
ang weird kasi tuwing immeet kami mga after lunch kung kailan nakakaantok! pano kaya papasok sa utak ko yung mga sasabihin...waaaa!!!!!!!!!!teka..lalayas muna ako...
i'm back..kumakahol nanaman ako.. ewan ko feeling ko dahil nga sa gamot ko.. pambihira namang gamot 'to, binili ko para mawala yung ubo ko it's the other way around ata.. siya yata yung type ng medicine na ganun.
medyo nagising ako ng konti.arf arf! ay sus! kainis! nag-iingay nanaman ako dito.
medyo gising na ako.
hay naku, gusto ko na kayang gumaling! kasi HINDI AKO MAKAKANTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!isipin mo na lang kung may videoke sa outing-reunion namin this saturday to sunday! THAT'LL BE REAL TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HEAR ME?! TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PAANO AKO KAKANTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!huhuhu =,(
hehehe sensya na! last week ko pa gustong kumanta..actually last last week pa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bakit ba ganun! kung kailan kailangan ko kumanta (dahil gusto ko at stress reliever siya! as in effective stress reliever! ) hay..
hmmm..reason kung bakit ako pumapasok ng maaga ngayon... nasasanay na siguro akong magising ng maaga paunti-unti.dapat kasi mas maaga pa dito ang gising ko.. para kung sakaling kailanganin, kaya ko magising ng maaga! grabe ano ba 'tong music ko! depressing! anyway.. bukod pa dun..it's for the simple reason na natutuwa akong makita kaming kumpleto..believe it or not! hindi pa naman ako attached...i guess.. kasi kung attached na ako, delikado yun! pero sabi ko nga sa pm before, i'll just make the best out of things. lam nyo, kahit tahimik dito okay lang kahit papaano mas bearable (at least for me) kung ksama ko 'tong dalawang 'to hehehe.. kaya lalo lang akong na-ssad (sniff sniff) kapag wala sila.. tska kahit di kami masyadong nag-uusap, basta andito sila, ok na. hehehe ano kayang sasabihin nila kung mabasa nila 'tong pinag-ttype ko? hehehe..ano kayang reaction? wa pakialam? matutuwa? sasabihan ako ng "ang corny mo naman"? tatawanan lang nila? well whatever their reactions will be ang na-type ay na-type na..tsaka totoo naman e... EMOTICONS!!!!!!!!!! GRRRR!!!!
and baby i'm confused when you are near me..i don't know what to do or i should be.. there's only one thing in my mind, that's you and me.(sorry dinadaan nlang sa pagttype di kasi makakanta! ) huhu sniff sniff =,(
i'm a little bit of crazy, i'm a little bit of fool, i'm a little bit of lonely, i'm a little bit of all, oh i need a cure, just a little bit of you, and i will fall....
if i could freeze a moment in my mind...i'd like to stop the clock make time stand still..coz baby this is just the way i always wanna feel..coz there's somethin in the way you look at me it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece...
i want to sing! i want to sing!
i'll just keep on dreamin' 'till my heart aches end. then you left without even saying that you're leaving, i was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday...and i pray that you would stay but then you're gone and oh so faraway!
i was afraid this time would come, i wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within, i have learned to live my life beside you maybe i'll just dream of you tonight and if into my dreams, you'll come and touch me once again.. i'll just keep on dreaming 'till my heart aches end...
tanggap ko..na ako'y di mo na mahal, wala na ako sa'yo wag mo lamang sanang ipagkait ang aking pagsinta aking nadarama sa'yo mahal ko..
ICE CREAM NA LANG TAYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YADA YADA YADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LALALALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WIPEEEEEEEEEE!
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gusto ko lang sumigaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hoy! kaibigan ko pakinggan mong mga bulong sa'yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
makasama ka'y SUNTOK SA BUWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! di ko 'to gusto PERO WAG KANG LALAYO!!!!!!!
itanong mo sa akin, tatanungin ka rin, kung ika'y aamin, lahat ay gagawin!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nagsusumigaw ang loob ko!bakit pa kasi!ibagay kahit pa kalayaan mo!!di ko man ito ipakita abot langit ang daing sa mga sinabi mo na...bakit kasi ikaw pah eh! argh! sana marunong na akong mag-drums!!!!!!!!!!!!
he was here just a while ago.. i'm not sad kanina kasi anjan siya pero..when i'm starting conversations kasi i usually ask kasi..so baka natatakot siya sa'kin baka stalk ko siya! hindi ako stalker noh! grr...hay... if he wants to end a conversation, di ka lang niya sasagutin.. i heard him curse twice..yung isa dati pa, un isa kanina lang.. pero parehong pabiro. ewan ko kung yung first half meant. ang weird dito i find it cool kapag ginagawa niya yun..well kasi biro at hindi ako ang sinasabihan hehehe pero pag ako sinabihan niya! war na kung war! hehehe di naman siguro niya gagawin yun..hindi ako nakapasok ng sobrang aga.. so nauna siya ngayon. he's quite a good motivation for me to get up early, really.
yesterday had been a nice day--nice and great--okay--really great day! kakatawa..got some realizations na nakakaloka talaga..
~ madalas kami nagugulat..or at least ata ako lang kapag nagkikita kami! hahaha
~ when i see him time stops!
~ we all live in different worlds but when people meet, that's the time you become part of each other's world.
~ i have goals but i feel somehow contented right now.
~ God just makes me realize over and over how much He loves me!
~ there are a lot of things to thank for, we just have to open our eyes to see them!
~ the statement "there's a reason for everything" only makes sense to people who choose to see the reason behind everything!
~ i have to do things at once/immediately/pronto! if i want to accomplish my plans! this is good for people who are good in initiating things but stops in the middle of everything.
~ believe in God's grace, it makes a difference! and it makes things happen!
yday, i was early for work, i've got two reasons to be early, first is if in case we have to prepare for an 'event' and second, to have time together with him in case he decides to drop by our area before going to his 'new area' ..
teka..medyo tinamad ako bigla..later na lang siguro.zzzzz. snoozie...i'm bored
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