The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
this is probably a taste of what it'll be like if he's no longer here...lonely...crazy and insane...empty...nothing makes sense..none at all..
sa tingin ko psychological na 'tong katakawan ko...not funny....a little good...but too much of anything don't usually end up in good things...i'm sleepy, tipsy,... and not in a good mood...damn!
i'm having a headache...damn..i'm too lazy today...more than ever...!!!!asar.!!!!!! gusto ko nang umuwi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"I know him so well"
by Barbara Streisand
Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long.
Looking back I could have played it differently
One of few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well.
Wasn’t it good? oh so good
Wasn’t he fine? oh so fine
Isn’t it madness he can’t be mine?
But in the end he needs
A little bit more than me
More she needs security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well.
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide.
Looking back I could have played it differently
Could have played things some other way.
Learn about the man before I fell
I was just a little careless
But I was ever so much younger then.
I was so much younger then
Now at least I know I know him well
Wasn’t it good? oh so good
Wasn’t he fine? oh so fine
Isn’t it madness he won’t be mine?
Didn’t I know how it would go?
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart?
Wasn’t he fine? isn’t it madness
He won’t be mine?
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More she needs security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
It took time to understand me
I know him so well.
naisip ko lang..nakakatakot din pala..baka kahit panahon na para mag-move on ako..hindi ko magawa...paano na?...
twice kami nag-coffeebreak hehe i get to surprise him when i 'delivered' it this afternoon. yeah..just like what my background sings..'kung alam mo lang kaya..' but you know, it's okay with me siguro it's also an expression of my thanks..a simple and small expression of thanks for everything you've done and for being part of my life... naguguluhan pa rin naman ako pero may mga bagay din naman akong sigurado ako..that you really are special...and you'll never know that... wag na..di na kailangan..=) i just wanna show a little bit of whatever i can to show that you are special... and my actions are kinda limited too...coz you don't have to know anyway...although i'll be a hypocrite if i wouldn't admit that a part of me may also want to reveal it..but like i said..there is no need.. mabuti na yung ganito, baka mag-iba pa kasi ang tingin mo... seeing you happy is enough..maniwala ka man o hindi, masaya ako para sa'yo..people may think na puppy thing lang 'to..maybe for them yes..pero di ba nga..depende yun? =) and more than anybody else.. iguess i am the only person who would know bestwhat this feeling really is.. sad..lonely..yes it is... but ganito talaga..that's life..at hindi ako nagsisisis, in fact, i'm so thankful for having met a friend like you.. i really thank God for sending you into my life..timing na timing ka rin kasi..hehehe i prayed to God to send someone and there you were! ikaw yung sagot! hehehe biruin mo isa kang answer sa prayers ko..tagal ko ring pinagdasal na magkaroon ako ng kasama dito hehehe i'm glad it's you...there wouldn't have been any other person better than you to answer that call/ prayer..again thank you sooo much!!!
~in confusion~ yes i still am..
~ mixed emotions~ you got that right
~ naloloka na?~ hehehe siguro..
~kinakatok~ hehe lakas!
sigh.... ang gulo!!!
i do look a lot calm but inside..haay... wah!!!!
Nu Flavor Heaven
First time I saw you girl,
You turn me upside down
I can't stop thinking bout you
My head is spinning round
I got to find away to get with you somehow
Girl I'm so crazy for you
You know I want you now
And everyminute of every single day
I'm dreaming of how it could be
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help
I looked in her eyes now she's all I see
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees please help me
Cant fall alseep tonight
I don't know what to do
I hold my pillow but I wanna be holding you
And when close my eyes I always see your face
I know my happiness is only kiss away
And every hour here in the dark
Everyday of my lonely heart
Tells me that I need to be with you
Heaven oh heaven what can I do
Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm giving my love for eternity
Heaven oh heaven can't you help me
I'm down on my knees help me
Instrumental
Girl I'd give anything if you were here with me
Give anything you want and anything you need
I never thought that I could feel the way I do
But now I wanna spend the rest of my life with you
And every day that we are apart
I'm shedding this love here in my heart
And everynight before I go to sleep
I'm praying that soon you'll be here with me
Chorus
Heaven, heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I looked in her eyes now shes all I see
Heaven oh heaven cant you help me
I'm down on my knees please, heaven
Heaven....(repeat until fade)
http://www.lyricsstyle.com/n/nuflavor/heaven.html
am i really happy for him? well..i think so and i hope so..i'm not sure if i'm just mistaking this 'joy' for my being a hopeless romantic..
i have to let go.. i have to move on. i want to but at the same time i couldn't let go of those thoughts.. sure.. that man would probably only think of me as a little kid. damn! maybe true but sheesh! sigh... another prob? i hate goodbyes. damn! it's hard to be tough even though you are..well especially if you are.
i fridggin' hate it! i know i've got other important stuffs to tend to and a lot of reasons to move on it's just difficult to leave this behind. too difficult. that's the whole prob! damn it! i bet i won't be able to sleep again at this rate. sigh....
how can u continue to feel this in this situation and at this rate?
AT HIGIT SA LAHAT!!! ANG COCERN KO NGAYON AY!!!!!MAKAKAKAIN NG BAKED MACARONI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By Heart
Jim Brickman
Hold me close, baby please
Tell me anything but that you're gonna leave
As I kiss this fallen tear
I promise you I will be here
Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apartI'll find my way back to you...By heart
When you go, I'll stop the clock
I won't ever let this moment stop
Time is stealing you from me
But it can never take this memory
Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...By heart.
Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...By heart.
http://www.lyricsdownload.com/jim-brickman-by-heart-by-jim-brickman-lyrics.html
i meant it when i said 'how i wish i could do something to help you out'...but the least i could do is to listen and pray...yeah..that's all...sigh...wah!!!!!!!nakakaloka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=,(!!!! what can i say kung hindi...watta man!:) kahit naaburido na ang kuya ko sige pa rin! =) galing nya talaga..hehehe...shhh..hehehe di nya alam bilib ako sa kanya kahit kunsumidong kunsumido na siya..hehehehe..katakot lang dahil anytime katukin..siguradong di magdadalawang isip 'tong layasan kami...hay...ayoko..ayoko talaga...kasi..mawawalan ako ng friend..:( di naman niya me ganun ka-close to bother to maintain communication..so tingin ko oras na di na kami officemates..babu na talaga..haay...sad..but true..sabay kaya kami bababa? sana..miss ko na siya eh...would want to spend as much time as possible habang may oras pa...normally i'll be hugging people for comfort na..something na hindi nila alam na gawain ko talaga dito..hehehe di ko magawa baka mailang sila e...too bad couldn't see that side of mua...sna maging masaya naman siya sa work niya..
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