The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
hmm... i admit. nagustuhan ko yung outcome ng meeting kanina. i wanna say something to the advisers.. pero sa ibang paraan ko na lang sasabihin=) sana lang this time magawa ko na yung iniisip kong gawin. honestly, kanina, hindi naman kami sinasabon kung baga tama lang approach nila medyo brutal na hindi hihihi=) pero minsan kailangan kong ma-bash ng ganun kasi matigas ulo ko. nung nabasa ko ulit ngayon yung msg ni kai sa groups may napansin akong hindi ko napansin kanina anyway mamaya na yun. gusto kong tingnan ulit yung mga feedbacks sa 'kin. teka tingnan ko un message ulit...
okay next..lack of self-confidence...hmm... di ako sure pero.. this is second nature to me.. at least that's what i think.. una, paano ako magiging confident eh feeling ko la naman talaga akong alam sa music.. ang ginawa ko lang before ay kumanta.kumanta.at kumanta. nothing else. ano yun di ba? helllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrr!!!!! in other words.. aanga anga nga ako! di ko naman lam kung san ako kukuha ng knowledge noh! pano ba? eh i was a member of the music min under omar for less than 2months or less than 3 months! tpos eto.. well.. somehow i was forced to grow sa totoo lang pero it was still my decision to take on this responsibility kaya walang may ibang kasalanan dito kung hindi ako! me! mua! i'm not regrettin' it coz i see this as an opportunity to contribute more sa fc.-that is if im not being a burden ryt now..geez eto nanaman ako..grrrr... plus medyo may elem and h.s. history ako ng pampababa ng self-confidence.don't ask.don't wanna talk about it anymore. ('til now i'm surpressing the memory pa)grabe ang dramatiks!=p
next.victim's mentality.yun nga nasa first paragraph na. next.problem dweller. honestly i think this has something to do with me afraid to take risks and be disappointed in the end. un pagiging disappointed madalas mangyari yun sa barkada before sbi i expect too much may i do so now ang response ko is that i don't expect anything from them anymore. and i'm d kind of person who can only go extremes either too dependent or too independent. well that's a different story.
next.lack of persuasion skills. i totally agree with that!
next.lack of support from omar..hmm.. teka! ANO?! LACK OF SUPPORT? FROM OMAR?! HELLER!!!ETO DI KO NATATANDAAN KNINA NA NABANGGIT.. saang aspect???? I do not believe this..sorry but i'm really gonna jump to his defense.. honestly.. he's always behind me..don't get me wrong pero if there was one person i think that never left me especially nun gulo nung mind ko sa caroling, si omar yun. okay.. defending him too much na ba. well.. tama lang yun! he deserves to be defended.hihihi=)
knowledge abt ministry.mentioned na sa taas.no active member.. well di ba dahil na rin sa persuasion skills??:j hehe no system nga ano ba yung system? hehehe joke!=)may gusto talaga akong sabihin sa advisers pero secret.. di ko sabhin.. sa ibang paraan ko nalng sbhin sa knila.;)
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