The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
today, i spent almost the whole day outside the house.. haven't done that for quite some time na. at pagkatapos ko manuod ng UFO baby, heto ako nasa blog at nakikinig ng 'seaside suicide' ngayon ko lang sya narinig actually. gusto ko lang marinig ang voice ni omi kumanta. yun lang. babaw ba? e ano ngayon? wehehe!!! honestly hindi ko gusto yung song.. geez! oms, bkit ka naman pumayag kumanta nito? hehe joke.. anyway, i'll learn to like it din! syempre sya kumanta! wahaha.. (oh btw, i'm talking about the anime character and not the singer himself) hehe. intro pa lang ang gusto ko. hehe.. sana magustuhan ko d rest of the song--um..eventually siguro.. nyway, tuloy ang kwento.
i went to SVG & Co. kanina i had an interview and exam ng 8am, there, i met shayne, isang girlalu na madaling kagaangan ng loob. andun sya dahil exam and interview din. mabait sya. at matapos ang interview namin, we decided to have lunch together sa glorietta. chika chika. she's from bulacan. taga uste/ uste graduate.
sa interview, nung tinanung nya anung position apply nya pinili nya yung hindi binigay sa'kin or yung iba sa'kin kasi the interviewer told her that there are a lot of people who are vying for the two vacant positions. so, sbi nya, it's better na hindi kami magcompete for one place. para mas big un chance na mapili kami. at kung susuwertehin lalo, kaming dalawa yung mtanggap.touch ako.*^-^* akala ko la na ibang taong mabait kung hindi yung mga kakilala ko. sana magkita pa kami. we exchanged cel nos. para we can k.i.t.
gusto ko na yung offer, hindi ko pa rin sure dahil mukhang hindi sya ganun ka-financially rewarding. which became another source of argument namin ni mama. minsan kasi tanga tanga siguro ako. at sarado utak ko para maintindihan mama ko. nyway, sana , i'm praying, at kung may makabasa nito pls pray na rin na sana at least 13k man lang or 12k. pero may isang side ang kwento, i will be busy. AS IN BUSY. takot ako baka mpabayaan ko fc. esp. music. ewan ko, tuwing naghahanap ako ng work naiisip ko baka magsuffer ang fc aspect ng life ko. God help! baka makalimot ako.
ngayon pa nga lang, la pa nangyayari sa music, what more if magwork ako at maging busy at mapunta ang full concentration ko dun? is this really a wrong time for me to handle such responsibility in music min? how about quality time for my family and friends and myself? sabi ko gusto ko balance. pero ang hirap talaga.
at ngayon, i feel na nagbabago ako. especially attitude. minsan. napaka antipatika ko. as in bitch! see, who's crazy enough to admit this. oo nga meron iilan na self-proclaimed bitch. oh well. sometimes i'm starting to feel hatred na naggraduate ako. napaka-life changing.
and i fear na baka next time i take a look at myself in the mirror, i might not know who the person who looks back at me is. i'm afraid that the person i see in the mirror is a total stranger..
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