The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
feeling ko malapit na akong maging sobrang busy. to be more specific, i feel that my 'break' will soon be over. actually, gusto ko sana next year na magsimulang magtrabaho. kaso lang circumstances tell me otherwise. it's pushing me to take the responsibility earlier than i want or maybe even earlier than i can. i hope malubos lubos ko na 'tong break ko. i wanna go out of town. kung susuwertehin out of the country to enjoy pero i don't think mangyayari yun. unless God would be in the mood to give me a miracle. i'm still praying that i'll have more time to take a rest for i know that once i start working i'll be having a break from it only after a lot of years have passed.
at kung matanggap nga dun, katakot kahit ayaw ko. mukhang la akong mgagawa kundi magfocus dun. weird ba to be scared of being focused in my job? yeah. ewan ko kung exage lang pero.. it might be like death.. i'm really scared. i'm getting all worked-up just thinking of working. it's silly but it's like working will be giving me a heart attack! and i think i find it worse if i'll love my work far too much. it's okay if i love it! but love it far too much? it'll scare me somehow, at least when i thought of it right now. okay. i know i'm a real weirdo now. but what can i do? question is why am i afraid of it?..
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