The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
grace over fear
code 01 : that different feeling..
status : at peace..
mood : ---
report :
i don't know if this will last but while i still have it in me, i decided to type it down. it is at this very that i feel something different something great and calming, something that makes me feel at peace. something stirs inside me with joy.. i was actually thinking of the music ministry when this feeling started to come up. i'm worried about the plan--if you can call it that--if it's going to work or not coz people might not come for the p&w on sunday..especially the people in our ministry..but something inside me seems to say that i need not worry about this, it seems to want me to believe in God's grace...so it made me realize that if i would just do my part the best way i can and leave the rest up to God, there really is hope for things to work out on their own eventually. There may be obstacles and hardships but every single effort is worth or will be worth the while because it'd be impossible not to have good results. it's believing in God's grace over fear.
code 02 : sick
status : sick
mood: asar sobra!
report :
kakaasar 'tong cold na 'to! sarap batukan kung pwede lang eh! grrrr!!!! (wish ko lang talaga may emoticons dito!!! ) >=s tulad ng lagi kong sinasabi.. lagnatin na ako walang lang sipunin! he's here pa! dapat nasa baba na lang siya eh! ha nagkamalit tuloy ako ng send sa email! grr... kaka-conscious kasi eh! may sakit na rin siya... lalo tuloy akong nainis sa colds bigyan din ba daw ng sakit honey ko! tama ba yun?teka.. ewan ko lang kung may cold nga sya pero ang alam ko meron hehhehe.. oh well...
sabi sa'kin hinihika na raw ako... wag naman sana...i'm proud to say na sa family namin, kami lang ata ng bro ko walang hika...tapos ganito! di ba asar yun!
code 03 : play nina joyce
status : di pa sure
mood : asar din! sobra!
report :
last night, nagpaalam ako kay mama.. sabi ko nga nakapangako na ako kay joyce na punta me.. para payagan talaga ako.. it's like saying.. "wala na kayong choice, dapat payagan nyo ako!" it turned out ayaw akong payagan ni mama kasi daw gabi na.. naala ko tuloy yung grad ni bubi sa psi.. di ako nakapunta.. ganito rin situation.. at grabe! along ayala ave na yun! oh well.. sabi ni mama la daw akong kasama..naisip ko naman, as in Naman Noh! 21 na ako... tingin sa'kin baby pa rin? pero ngayon, naisip ko...medyo kakatakot nga.. pero iniisip ko rin.. na kung nakaka-uwi ako ng 9pm from dlsu nung may pasok pa ako.. bakit ngayon di kaya? lam kong in that short span of time lalong dumami ang mga loko.so sabi ni mama, kung gusto ko raw, hatid nya ako by cab tapos uwi sya!ano ako hilo!hindi ako payag ng ganun noh!la naman siya ksama umuwi at ayaw kong nagugulo pa siya dahil gusto kong pumunta sa play.. hay... conflict... bahala na.tapos i'm sick pa! grrrrr!!!!!!!!!
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