The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
kainis, ganda na ng entry ko for today hindi pumasok! grrrr!!!
code 01 : 2nd entry na dapat! grrr
status : inulit
mood : kainis.. kalungkot.. katakot..at ewan! ang gulo!
report:
anyway, confirmed he's gonna transfer...
kalungkot.. sobrang lungkot..
may kilig moment ako kanina!! *^-^* usap kami sa fone kanina and the conversation was light kinda funny din!! kawaii ng voice niya sa fone!!! *^-^* yiki! *^-^*
lam kong masaya siya sa nangyayari sa kanya ngayon and i'm happy for him naman.. pero it's just sad.just when we're talking kahit pakonti-konti.. na... and he's starting to be a good motivation for me to go to work..take note.. starting pa lang.. hay...
babalik naman siya temporary lang yun..
kakatakot lang baka mawili siya dun at alam ko namang gusto rin niya dun, baka di na siya bumalik..
ganun ata talaga...
code 02 : barkada out!^-^
status : successful
mood : happy and a little sad at the same time with matching feeling stupid! hiramin ko sinabi ni fions "tanga-tanga kong bata" hehehehe
report :
thanks tiff, dahil naisipan mong gawin 'to, nagkaroon ulit ng spark of hope and happiness sa loob ko about our barkada.. nasabi ko tuloy sa sarili ko ngayon, how could i have thought that it might be possible for us to live without seeing each other too much.. nagkamali ako, i realized that i have been missing a lot and i've wasted opportunities for us to be together, and that i'll be missing a lot if i'm gonna continue ignoring my barkada unintentionally but it's quite evident na nakakalimutan ko na sila.
I believe that this is one of God's way to make me realize that there are a lot of things to thank for and treasure.Thanks God, I know or i guess we or some of us know that it is your will na matuloy 'to, who knows, etong dinner might be the start of something good for our barkada as well..at baka kaya rin niya pinapunta si tiff sa ibang lugar para lalo namin ma-feel yung importance ni tiff kapag umalis siya.. at maipa-realize ni God sa amin na ganun ang feeling kapag malalayo ang isa sa amin..
when i hugged tiff kanina, higpit, grabe, kala ko kapag nagkita kami yung oki lang la masyadong reaction.. when we hugged, dun ko na feel how much i miss this person, at habang we're having a good time, naisip ko, i'm gonna remember this moment, i'll keep these scenes inside my memory box.. grabe.. kakaiyak na 'to!
i realized.. i still feel they're are an important in my life. hindi ko sinasabi na magbabago ako agad.. onti onti siguro.. but it's a start.. it's not too late..
i miss you guys! i wanted to tell you guys a lot of things nung nagkakatuwaan, dami kong gustong ikwento.. pero hindi ko nagawa.. siguro next time na lang.. right now, i'm contented...kasi i saw you guys smile and laugh! and naging masaya ako today..
Thank God it's Friday!
God, thanks sa mga friends ko. Sana you'll keep us together forever. And please take good care of each and everyone of us. thanks din for giving them their loved ones para i-love nila at i-love sila. I can't thank you enough God, I can't thank you enough!
| Powered by TagBoard Message Board |