The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
i wonder why...
code 01 : i wonder why..
status : unsure
mood : i'm thinking ..hmm.. but if anything happens... i won't be taken down that easily...
report :
i just remembered that i was asked by someone here if i'm gonna stay long... actually.. the words were " tatagal ka kaya dito?" i just answered.. "ewan ko, tignan natin" ... i dunno if i'm the only one thinking that it may have a different meaning or not.. if it's an innocent question, then it's okay.. if it's not.. well.. as i've answered.. we'll see... when i said "kung sa katahimikan.. hehehe ewan ko lang" ... that person asked me why won't i try to keep on talking to my other colleague... i was saved by the fone.. honestly.. i'm not ready to give an answer to that.. so it was a good thing that the fone rang and i had to answer it..
i think i have no choice but to get used to this kind of setting and environment.. although my mind seems to be deteriorating (i'm not kidding. i even fear the lost of my ability to speak in english in a 'decent' way..) when i went to greenbelt this afternoon for the imposition of the ash, i found myself praying hard and i realized some things i should have realized earlier. i kept on saying that i'm here because i have to be here.. not because i'm happy to be here. but i have come to my senses and realized that what i have right now may be what i prayed to have.. i remembered that saying to myself that my dream workplace is here, in makati, i also said i want to live a more or less normal and simple life. normal meaning not having all those big business burdens on my shoulders.. i'm willing to assist but i'm not sure about taking such type of responsibility. well, that is at least for a couple of years after college but i wanna have my own way of living.. and this may not sound right but i honestly don't wanna have a boss..i may sound proud and maybe even spoiled but if there's one thing i want it's freedom-free from people who would dictate how i should move... how i should live... unless i ask them to..i wanna be simple yet extraordinary at the same time ordinary.. confusing huh? well, as one of my friends told me before.. i'm the only one that can understand what i'm saying.. that might have sounded offending but it has some truth in it...wow! i just noticed that i'm not used to placing a period at the end of some of my sentences. i feel like my english is starting to be what we call 'barok' which should actually be barroque my spelling has gone from bad to super worse!
i discovered a site..no! not about him.. but about songs for Him! *^-^ * i'll check it out muna.. ja! aja!
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