The very thought of you makes my heart sing,
Like an April breeze on the wings of spring,
And you appear in all your splendor,
My one and only love.
bakit?..bakit ko nararamdaman na malapit na kaming magkalayo...at marahil hindi na magkita... kaninang lunch break, nanaginip ako...he's leaving.. and i woke up crying...nagkataon, gising ang kuya ko..haay, and he saw me, nagbiro pang sinisipon din daw ba ako. humingi ako ng tissue. "nightmare?" he asked. "in less than 30 minutes?" "yeah, in broad daylight!" i kidded. "would you want me to interpret it for you? what's it all about?"---i shook my head---"one word?" (tryin' to convince me to speak up so at least he would have a clue) "Leaving." was all i gave out. He asked who and mentioned some possible people in my family. He also clarified if i was the one who left but i said i was the one left behind. and again, he made a joke..well it comes out naturally for him. And i appreciate it a lot because it made me smile and even giggle despite the situation. I couldn't say it's a friend--a dear friend. i just said "someone" sadly. I did hear him mutter a soft "it's okay'--soft, maybe not even meant to be heard, or a shy one, but it was just what i needed at that moment. That single phrase was a great comfort for me. after a short while, i said.."leaving...with things left unsaid..." Thank you so much bro.. Thanks a lot, and i really appreciate it -- a lot!.
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